Friday, December 30, 2005 @1:22 am
a late merry christmas to one and all.
and a happy new year.
this year ends with some weird stuffs.
before it ends i'd also like to leave some words.
why do parents have to wholeheartedly believe that you expect them to pay for all your wants, when all along, you've really been paying for yourself? and i dont mean months. it's been years and years. and when u just tell them that u wanna do this or get that, they start getting all defensive on how u expect them to pay for you, and that u can go and pay yourself blah blah.
have we said we wanted them to pay? i mean it's prolly been drilled in our heads since young that all our wants will be paid for by ourselves. well, at least that's the case for me.
i've been paying for my haircuts and treatments myself since i was in sec4.
it's so freaking annoying. and parents, they say they can read our minds and our expressions. what makes them so sure of that? just when they claim they know their kids best. i sometimes really doubt so. for your info, i really wasnt saying "i'll pay myself, i havent been asking you to pay for me all along" out of any anger or spite. it's the truth. when i say i wanna do something, it's been in my mind that i've to save up or work for it and pay for it myself prior to telling them.
it's so freaking irritating cos u can NEVER explain yourself once they start SNAPPING at you for no reason. and once everything is fine, it is all the more difficult to open your mouth to talk abt it, isnt it?
annoying.
i'm turning 20 soon. stop trying to read me like a child.
i'm not one anymore. and stop telling me to reflect and answer God when u've already determined the answer. i know what i was feeling then and i really do not appreciate all the crap abt u knowing me that well. question is, do you really?
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